If there were a race to breed an entire generation, I would be the only sole survivor. Everyone could be genetically matched. I would choose true love over anything else, and now I feel like it is no longer knowable and to never take the blame for it. I phrased the opposite 'systematically outbred' in the past. Even then, if nothing else, I could be the only person experiencing being alone, free and surviving since 2020. I hope I'm going to be able to retrain my schizophrenic voices to only speak to me in my own alien language. They keep judging me and pressuring me. I don't want to feel pressured and squeezed because I was always thinking in terms of living forever.